♪♫Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forhead.....♪♫

  Well, this has been a good weekend, all things considered.  Yesterday I went to my grandparents and saw all my cousins.  Then we went to Silver Dollar City and saw Jeff and Sheri Easter in concert at Echo Hollow.
  But today was really good.  I'm beginning to realize that there are people out there who are willing to help me. I don't quite know how to accept their help as of yet, but I'm learning.  I am so glad that God has blessed me with such an amazing church family.  I really wouldn't be here without a few in particular, and that's not an exaggeration.
  So yeah, as of today, I'm starting new, starting fresh.  I am under no illusions; I know it won't be easy.  But, as a very good song states: Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead.  Yesterday is a promise that you've broken......This is your life; are you who you want to be?
  So I'm gonna be who I was meant to be.  I don't have all the answers.  I won't always do the right thing.  But I will try.  I will make a conscious effort to become who I'm here to be.  And I will do my best to use the experience that God has given me to help others.  And I will learn to put my value in what God sees, not what other people see.
  So all you guys reading this, be my witnesses.  I am no longer the girl you used to know.  She is dead and gone, and she ain't comin' back!

This entire week was a waste of deodorant.....

   Just let it be Sunday already.  I'm soooo ready for church.  Better yet, let's go back to last Sunday and just re-do this week......  Well, basically, this week just sucked big.  I'm just tired of stuffing all my issues down deeper and deeper inside.  I don't know how to ask for help, so I don't.  Well, maybe I'll figure it all out eventually.  Until then, I'll keep helping other people fix their problems.
   Tomorrow I'm off to my grandparents' to see my cousins and for Labor Day grill out or whatever we're doing.  Maybe I can forget all of this for a while...

I just feel like crap.  This day should have been awesome.  It had all the necessary ingredients for a perfect day.  But it just didn't happen..... I really don't see a light at the end of the tunnel at this point.  Does anyone have a flashlight?